yom shesh

today.... I watched more movies while sewing. I really need to start focusing so I think I will listen to music and podcasts :) from here on out. As I'm starting to feel the pressure build to get finished what I need to do, I'm starting to feel torn about going out to yoga classes because the travelling and the classes take a bite out of my day. But I got a yoga mat while I was out today so I can do some at home if I feel like I shouldn't go out some days in the next few weeks. Also took my guitar in to the guitar center to get fixed. The pick-up has been repeatedly falling out since I bought it about three years ago. Meditation was same old today. Monkey mind mania.just trying to keep at it. I do feel kinda mellower though. Early to tell though, I think. Yoga was okay, my body was kind of cranky today too... and my foot is cracked on the sole, like a split lip, so it kinda hurts to stretch it during standing poses. I'm trying to keep it lubricated with polysporin. It was a gentle class though, which I think suited me well tonight. I find a lot of pride in myself during classes that have alot of beginners in them. Like an I'm better at yoga than you, vibe. It's so stupid. There is no, I'm better at yoga, I know that. So I'm trying to release that thought. I wonder about what people think about during yoga classes. I suppose you're just supposed to focus on your breath. Is that right? Just think about alignment and breath? I guess so. I need to read more about it. K-dawg and I are supposed to go to a 7 am tomorrow! ouch.
goonight.